Sometimes
I feel a little bit
superficial,
like pretending
I walk alone when
the Lord is always with you,
like pretending
I don’t believe when
it is just semantics,
but to heal
I have to give up on
all my childish antics,

and deal with who
I’ve become as I’ve
grow into a man,
that’s given up
his own dreams for
the master’s plan,
because in the end,
though all roads lead to
the promised land,
I might as well
do more good than just
keeping dick in hand –

when you’re feeling
that just living makes
it harder to breathe,
and you’ve realized
life is for more than satisfying
the endless “me,”
and growth is more
than learning, it’s about
grasping infinity,
then a place
for truth has opened
– allow the blossoming.

 

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7 Comments

  1. So little by little, I’m going back through the emails in my inbox, trying to catch up with all the stuff that’s been going on. This was the oldest post from you, which I had not deleted (though I obviously read it already). What’s funny is I didn’t “realize” I was familiar with this until I got to “I might as well do more good than just keeping dick in hand” and had the same – did he just say that??? – reaction as before. Lol Anyway, the point of my comment is this part… “growth is more than learning, it’s about grasping infinity”… excellent way of putting it!

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